it’s awesome how I’m the one being mistreated in this situation, yet I’m still trying to placate everybody…
“hey, it’s best if we don’t mention this in front of them.”
“I’m not badmouthing you; please do the same for me.”
“yeah, it was a ‘falling out’.”
so, it’s either him or me, and you’ve picked him – but let me make this as easy as goddamn possible for you
…this is why I’m grateful tonight for Jake, Joel, Michelle, Sara, and quite a few others. y’all are my lifeline right now.