I have a huge crush on this boy and I see him every day and I get giddy every time I open my eyes and he’s there! oo la la! surprise: it’s Jake

all morning Jake and I made sappy Mass Effect love comparisons to each other

“I love you more than Garrus loves calibrations”

“I love you more than the fans love Tali’s ass”

“I love you more than Liara loves Protheans ;D”

“I love you more than Grunt loves carnage :D”

“I love you more than Joker loves EDI”

it was wonderful and gross and everything is beautiful and nothing hurts

six months

if I can just get all sappyreflective for a moment here…

the most powerful thing about the past six months – love you, Jake, with everything, and thank you for six months! – is this overwhelming feeling of peace. I’ve had the butterflies before, I’ve had the “let’s do everything together every second” before, I’ve had the renewed confidence, even.

this, though, this sense of peace? of belonging, of welcome, of home and of contentment? this is new and it’s wonderful and I’m gonna hang on a little longer.

and by a little I pretty much mean forever.