I want to scream and punch things and go for a really long walk and hibernate with shitty TV and just not come out of hiding until this stress is just

gone

I’ve never had a partner before who actually took their shit seriously and cared about what they did and who they are so much that they actually hurt when they think they’ve done it wrong

not wrong – NOT WRONG

it’s just really

fucking

hard

fuuuuuck

(yet I can stand here and truly say that no one in my whole life has ever been so strong and so brave and so altruistic as you

who doubts himself at every turn

stop stop you’ll never be anything less than the glory I can see)

oh and by “not a dancer at all” I mean “did ballet for almost a decade but suffers from chronic illnesses that make it ridiculously difficult to do any of that anymore”

so

yeah.

pretty sure if your partner can think of 101 uses for you off the top of their head you’re probably in a keeper relationship