{"id":2782,"date":"2016-09-14T23:26:15","date_gmt":"2016-09-14T23:26:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/2016\/09\/14\/more-so-for-a-long-time-while-i-was-not\/"},"modified":"2016-09-14T23:26:15","modified_gmt":"2016-09-14T23:26:15","slug":"more-so-for-a-long-time-while-i-was-not","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/2016\/09\/14\/more-so-for-a-long-time-while-i-was-not\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!-- more --><\/p>\n<p>so for a long time (while I was not definitively in the camp of &ldquo;people who are currently experiencing success&rdquo;) I was like &ldquo;oh hey I can brag about my progress on the internet!&rdquo; it sort of went hand-in-hand with complaining about the shitty parts of life. par for the course.<\/p>\n<p>and now I&rsquo;m like&hellip; well shit, is all of this privilege? did I work for this or did I get lucky? do I get to talk about this or is it just bragging because of the resources I have access to?<\/p>\n<p>it&rsquo;s disorienting. I still feel like a millenial struggling with so many of the same things my generation struggles with, but then I have days like today and I&rsquo;m like shit, I can&rsquo;t talk about this &ldquo;big adult moment&rdquo; because I&rsquo;m &ldquo;successful&rdquo; and therefore it&rsquo;s just bragging and shoving my privilege down others&rsquo; throats.<\/p>\n<p>(I may have talked about this before. it&rsquo;s in my head on a regular basis. sigh.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>so for a long time (while I was not definitively in the camp of &ldquo;people who are currently experiencing success&rdquo;) I was like &ldquo;oh hey I can brag about my progress on the internet!&rdquo; it sort of went hand-in-hand with complaining about the shitty parts of life. par for the course. and now I&rsquo;m like&hellip; &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/2016\/09\/14\/more-so-for-a-long-time-while-i-was-not\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[1700,1025,1665,939],"class_list":["post-2782","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-even-posting-this-feels-like-a-dick-move-somehow","tag-personal","tag-ramble","tag-writerlife"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2782","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2782"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2782\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2782"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2782"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2782"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}