{"id":18243,"date":"2013-05-07T17:08:11","date_gmt":"2013-05-07T17:08:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/2013\/05\/07\/more-all-of-my-excitement-and-its-genuine\/"},"modified":"2013-05-07T17:08:11","modified_gmt":"2013-05-07T17:08:11","slug":"more-all-of-my-excitement-and-its-genuine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/2013\/05\/07\/more-all-of-my-excitement-and-its-genuine\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!-- more --><\/p>\n<p>all of my excitement (and it&rsquo;s genuine) aside, the prospect of going to one of the biggest companies in the country is, to put it mildly, terrifying.<\/p>\n<p>and yesterday, I really spaced. my head was full and I fell into pure focus mode and I lost touch with, well, reality. it took a jarring realization that I had ignored Jake all day to snap me out of it.<\/p>\n<p>but thank god for him. or thank the stars, or whatever. I&rsquo;m so grateful my gut is tight. I need his grounding presence. I need his sensibility and his reassurance and the sheer warmth of his aliveness. I need his love, his needs, his hope and his homeness. I need him.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>all of my excitement (and it&rsquo;s genuine) aside, the prospect of going to one of the biggest companies in the country is, to put it mildly, terrifying. and yesterday, I really spaced. my head was full and I fell into pure focus mode and I lost touch with, well, reality. it took a jarring realization &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/2013\/05\/07\/more-all-of-my-excitement-and-its-genuine\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[1077,1899],"class_list":["post-18243","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-meandyou","tag-sap"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18243","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18243"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18243\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18243"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18243"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.augustwritesabook.com\/tumblr-backup\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18243"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}